Hello alone.....I am so sorry about all you are going through, and what I wish more than anything is that I could give you a huge hug and let you know that you are a precious spirit, no matter what the voices of depression are telling you. I have been in the darkest place I could ever imagine, and I feel so very much for you and where you are. (And I have also had severe sleep problems for the past many months.) Maybe it won't make any difference, but I want you to know that I am out here for you, and will be thinking of you tonight and sending prayers your way. Many warm thoughts ~whimsy ps.....PM me any time if you want.