Starbuck,
If reading this forum revives you, then please keep reading. I know all too well that empty feeling, because I have been there myself. But I also know it does not have to last, and the best way to fill that emptiness is with the help of others. So when your own strength flags, there is someone else to lean on until you are strong again.
So please keep reading, and writing, and let us hold you up until you can stand on your own. And I know that you will "live again."
*hugs*
mj