I guess I just feel bad for talking about T to my mom and that on the very off chance that my mom does call T, she will say all this stuff about how I am so dependent on T and how I talk about T a lot.
I am actually not worried about my T saying anything (I am 24), I know that she is very proffesional and would never do that. I just feel like this is my fault, which it kind of is. I have to stop telling my mom so many things, and keep my sessions between T and I.
I also did not like the feeling of having to stop talking about what was bothering me because my mom threatened to call T and so I felt like she was blackmailing me, and I had to keep quiet and listen to what she wanted to talk about, because I was scared about her threat of calling T.