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Aug 18, 2012, 03:34 PM
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Member Since: May 2010
Location: Tucson, AZ
Posts: 104
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 So I'm BP 1, have severe anxiety, am a former addict, have PTSD...blah blah blah. He's a trucker and will b gone for 5 weeks before he can come home again. Been rapid cycling, i.e. every day, several times a day. He gets mad&tells me to snap out of it...he's been to my therapist who gave him TONS of info bout my conditions&he said he understands but I think he may have just said it to get out of there!!! I can't control how I feel most of the time&I can't just "snap out of it"like he wants. I feel sad that he is leaving but I guess I'm coming off as being hostile&mean. Why? I'm not mad at all but he thinks I am. I'm just sad. I take Lamictal 200mg every am, klonopin 1mg 3times a day&Seroquel 400 mg every night. The meds actually help me out a lot&I have a counselor who is just wonderful. How can I make him understand how I am feeling? Am I just crazy or something???
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Maryjain Lockhart
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