Thanks. Yeah I saw my t today. She mentioned about fortnightly sessions again (in fact she mentioned about monthly sessions too). Next time I'm going to talk to her about what we are doing in therapy because I think we have very different ideas... I think that she is seeing it as brief supportive to help me adjust to having moved countries. I see it as... A way to talk through some of the past stuff that is still impacting on my life. My relationship issues (issues with trust and intimacy and attachment), my trauma issues (issues with flashbacks and ruminations), and so on and so forth. Maybe she doesn't really do that kind of stuff... I don't know. I don't know that she knows what to do with me. I don't know that the public service here is geared toward that at all. I guess they look at my functioning and it is arguable whether I qualify. That being said she said that she was concerned about how I was last week because she didn't think my mood could have afforded to dive anymore. I agree, my mood couldn't have afforded to dive anymore. Trouble is I don't just want therapy to be about helping me through crises. I want to deal to the underlying issues that resurface over time as crises. But... Maintenence... I don't know. Yeah I want therapy... I'm just not sure that this particular variety is going to be what I'm looking for / wanting / needing...

But I shall talk to her next week.