Does this happen to anyone else?
When I don't sleep for a really long time I start hearing music in my head. I was wondering if that was from a lack of sleep, or if it is something that comes from my nerve deafness?
I also wondered if anyone has completely slept though a day and a half without being aware of it? In the past, if I slept a long time I was aware of time, but this time---I can't remember going to bed or anything I must have done just prior to sleeping--my cat was fed, and all the other pre-bed things were done.
I have not dissociated for years. (I'm slightly worried that the way I was hospitalized and the things that happened while there may have caused dissociation -I don't see my therapist until Wednesday)I seemed to have misplaced Friday and I still can't stay awake today. I've gone longer without sleep than this and haven't had this kind of reaction. The only difference is being on Topormax my doctor increased it to 50mg am and 50mg pm a couple weeks ago. So far the only real side effects is eating less, but I haven't lost any weight so I'm not worried about it. I'm hoping this is just some abnormality and not a start of many periods of lost times. 
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