I feel like Im reading my own diary entry.
My most recent diagnonsense was PTSD.
My PDoc blames PTSD for ALL my symptoms which range from those of Anxiety to depression, bipolar disorder, schizoaffective disorder, insomnia, addiction, dissacociation, and so on.

I am kinda glad you posted your thread in this forum vs the psychosis forum, cuz it helps me question my own symptoms.

I also hear music sometimes when i am over tired. I also sometimes hear babies crying. (the worst sound ever). and sometimes it sounds like I am in a train or subway station, there is the sound of hustle and bustle of people in my head...

Perhaps we should address our PTSD.

I have lost many moments of time, but fortunately I dont rmember what I have missed so I cant miss it.

I have slept for 36 or so hours myself.

I honstly dont know why.

Not really sure how to fix it all except for really putting lots of effort into therapy... and I dont have the energy for that right now.

I really hope you will not be so hard on yourself, as I am.

It's just music afterall.