Hey...I'm so confused right now. My feelings are a mess, I feel lonely, sad, scares and confused.
I'm really afraid of myself, I don't really know if I'm a good or a bad person. I want to be good but I feel like there's a shadow covering me...it is so frustrating because I feel like I don't know who I am, what I am and what I'll become, you know?
I have been always trying to be who they want me to be but I'm changing and people are hating me.
There's a voice in my head telling me that I think I have friends but I don't, telling me that I think somebody cares about me but no one does.
I wish I couldn't feel this lonely, this sad, this confused...
I've been through so much lately but I always tried to pretend that I'm fine but now I'm just helpless...