Thanks for the reply!
Yes, it definitely seems that I too have double depression. From my research it is hard to "fully recover". Basically I probably wont ever be happy, just happier than what I am now. Thinking about stuff like that makes it even harder to stay motivated. I mean, I often think, "What's the point, I'm never going to get better anyway". But then I remember that if I stay in bed all day I will most definitely feel much worse. I am currently taking Pristiq (100mg)... not sure if it helping or not. It is always so hard to tell.

Anyway, thanks again for your reply and I hope you feel better soon also!