yeah....

i believe that my life is over

all these years of struggling have left me absolutely no where and with nothing and no one

can't even go to a colledge/ university without being taken out couple days later because of what a danger i'm causing to me and the people around me

my friendship circle is non existent, (bipolar made sure of that), i'm a massive over eater, and i'm just soooo done.

nothing that comes my way or nothing offered to me seems good enough anymore

want to just curl in to a little ball and vannish

somedays i feel i'm just existing, i'm not really living