insideout, if it were me i'd re-discuss your concerns to your doc. it doesn't sound like to me he's taking your comments seriously enough. you do have a genuine realistic concern. and your previous addiction to pain pills should cause him to responsibly listen. it's not "all in your head" as my previous posts stated otherwise.
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