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Aug 19, 2012, 10:19 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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I have basically been depressed ALL my life. I've been on medications for over 40 years now. I'm SICK of pretending, and now i refuse to do it.
Today I just am myself. If I seem to be dull or flat, too bad. The people who know me, will know what it's about. The people who DON'T know me, I don't care. I'll never see them again, so who gives a ##$$%.. 
I've pretended almost all my life, and for what? To make SOMEONE ELSE comfortable, not ME. Why should I care if someone ELSE is comfortable? My family knows my problem, and that should be enough. If my family was uncomfortable, then i'd still pretend. But they're not.
So I'm just ME. And if others don't like it, they can leave. Ya know??? This is the way I am, warts and all. I can't help it. So there!!! 
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