Being jobless is a great contributor to our depressions. It puts a damper on life. I feel for you and share the burden of not having a job myself. I have tried for so long. Keep trying to find something to get yourself out of the house. I take meds, and see a pdoc, but neither is effective against the pain and loneliness of feeling that you are not part of society -- not part of the working world. All we can do is keep fighting - don't give in.