Thanks All...I felt really embarrassed to post it but it was tearing me up inside. It always does

They honestly do not care. Actually, strike that...they care just enough to not care about my feelings and to do or say something to somehow make me feel worse.

I realize I am a grown woman, and it shouldn't bother me. But it does

Yes, there was a breaking point, I was si and depressed beyond belief and suffering from agoraphobia / severe anx. My family knew about it and were actually I think happy about it. My mother came over to take me to lunch...while we were in the car she told me she was listening to a parent talk about his son and wished his son killed himself because it was hard on the rest of the family.

I havent seen her since.