Maybe you misunderstood, I get plenty of social activity and i have a few friends. I'm pretty normal, what worries me is that i just random go from being a normal person than i completely shut down out of the blue. Like i said this type of thing has happened before and although i was recommended to get screen mentally i've been kind of in denial til recently

But seeing how i would have to actually go through mental health programs to get answers kind of worries me. I would hate to get stigmatized by having my name tied to a mental health condition, is there anyway I can be diagnosed anonymously. If not, I still want to thank you people for at least trying.