freaking i dont know what to do about this whole std thing... the guy i truely love and always will wont be with me bc of it... he told me he was actually going to ask me out until rob told him that i had an std... he said he really wished i was thinking when i slept with Allen... i wish i was now too... i wanna be with gary and hes all ive been thinkin about lately...i miss him like crazy...i dont know what to do... living life with this is hard really freaking hard...