I'm sorry you are suffering so much right now.
I know the pain is unbearable sometimes, but I continue to believe healing is possible for everyone if you keep working at it. I hope you will keep posting and that things start to improve for you.
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dailyhealing
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.