"I never want to speak to her again and I don't plan to, but sometimes I wish I could make her hurt like she has hurt me"
Dont worry, the universe takes care of that.Ive seen enough that how no one mean has ever escaped hardship in their lives, be it loneliness, depression, whatever they deserve is given back to the,.the universe seeks retribution, we dont have to think about it or wish for it to happen.pls try to move past this.......you will be happy.(you re not alone, no way , I suffered this neglect and plight too.I too feel orpahned despite having a mother who is still alive- she lives in a nut house now, plus shes very rich.how funny, shes soooo lonely......well she made us feel that way when we were little and had no choice on how we lived.well, serves her right