I feel like poeple can read my thougts and it really annoys me. Whenever I see bird I get scared because they are like the opposite of light that feels good, but rather a sound which pushes you away from within. I believe the opposite, but nothing is farther from the truth. I am paranoid from drugs I took in 2001. Nameably excstacy and speed. I used to hang out with this guy and go clubbing and binge drinking and all that. The "whole" time I felt like I was letting him down by trying to act like him and instead pushing him away. I used to be like him now I am my own enemy in side. What comes after this?