I'm really sorry this one turned out so bad. I know how it feels.

I'm not sure what exactly happened this time, but I'm familiar with what you said about your last meeting. Is it possible for the two of you to just have a relaxed, chat, get to know each other more type session (or part of session) so that you can both take off some of the pressure and maybe shore up the relationship? I feel like in times of crisis, the relationship is so important but also so strained.