The last few hours have been really bad. I was triggered at work by my colleague telling me about his girlfriend being pregnant.
I can't even start describing how much I would like to be pregnant / have been pregnant when it was realistic / feasible.
I had a therapy session in the meantime and feel a bit less that I wish my life was at an end, but I still hurt a lot, have a headache and am totally exhausted.
I need a hug and a reason to be still here, I suppose.