It's difficult because I work for the same trust as her, and I have patient A status to protect from people I know having access to my notes. I'm under the Early intervention team so not much else gp can do. Left numerous messages for her. My employer is insisting that to keep my job I must do night duty which cause me difficulty, sleep and mood wise. They have also caused me to have a couple of seizures. Just feels like everything is set up to make me fail, and it's hard to see when it is or isn't my fault. Sometimes it is me at fault, I know, and it is variable. Just such an up and down rollercoaster, I can't keep it in check. Sorry guys x