SAWE: I am also very sorry that your T acted the way you describe. That sounds very hurtful.

Sometimes I ask my T a question and then will quickly say "is that okay to ask?" I get embarrassed when I ask her personal questions though I wish I could know more about her. I liked when I asked her favorite songs, colors, movies, food, and things like that. She didn't mind those kinds of questions, or when I asked what makes her angry, sad,or happy. She answers questions about her kids but I think asking too much about her husband is off limits. Writing this is getting kind of triggering for me so I'd better stop.