((( ouch )))
It is very scary being on meds. I'm always scared that I'm going to get addicted. But if you think about it, they are helping you feel better. In my experience once I knew how happier I was to be....happy, I worked so much harder on being able to go solo. I'm still working at it and it is rough but in the end it will be worth it. If you have a therapist, then trust him/her a little extra. And beleive in yourself.
Hang in there,
-megan-