Oh, Sabby, hugs galore & please know how sadly, painfully familiar your struggles seem. I've been talking Cymbalta for nearly 2 decades and gabapentin until side effects eventually drove me off that. Not fibro, long story ... I just recently started discussing a mutual, overwhelming problem "getting things done" with another PC member ... strongly reminiscent of what you term "typical procrastination." I don't just put things off ... it's more like having a straitjacket on my mind. My therapist says that it's more than procrastination ... & we're beginning to work on it.

I am so sorry for all you are going through. Shez has good advice ... don't give up on the system, keep working at it its way. I felt blessed to discover that I was bipolar, because the treatment for that has worked! Yeah, I know ... sounds silly. Try to find/get a therapist. Or a pdoc. I have a good team helping me. And they do help. We're like a strong rope, intertwined & pulling together. Day by day, we're getting further along the path.

We each do it alone but with company. That's what makes it possible for me.

Roadie