Wow, how brave of you to go through all of that! I'm sorry your experience was so bad though. It's nice to hear you say "when I try again". You seem very hopeful.
I hope you are recovering from your difficult morning and I appreciate you posting this on here. Take care of yourself and good luck trying to figure this all out. Glad you can go see your counselor at school soon.
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.