Hi kitten 2012,

In what ways have you been rebellious? Have you ever been able to drink "just a few", or has it always been drinking to blackouts? Do you mix drinks, or stick to one type? Like: beer, wine, mixed drinks ~ or is it a combo of whatever sounds good in that moment? Do you have family members with alcoholism?

Sorry about all of the Q's...I just want to make sure I'm giving applicable advice to your personal situation. Some people can stick to just a few drinks, and are able to stop there. It doesn't sound as though you're able (or willing) to do that though. And that's where things become tricky. Because in those circumstances, abstinence is the necessity.

I do know alcoholics (who have other family members with alcoholism), and there's no way that they can just drink 2 or 3. Instead, they become obliterated, and they're paying the price as we speak! One guy just lost his DL for 2 years, due to twice the legal limit for the second time which puts his very good job in major jeopardy. A girl I know finally got her license back. She has lost 2 of her cars to the state, and paid a lot in fees. Hopefully, the two I mentioned will finally overcome their overcome their alcoholism, as it has had major impacts in several areas of their lives.

Maybe you can try drinking more lightly at weekend events, try to take it more slowly. Don't slam drinks down, one after the other. Get involved with games like: softball, croquet, horseshoes, basketball, volleyball, etc. And remember to add some water and food to these events to lower your blood alcohol level a bit, preventing dehydration and slowing possible blackouts.

Best wishes to you! try not to take your self-medicating too far.