A few months ago I found out that I have Asperger's Syndrome. I have 23 years, I had a very sad childhood, my father always abused my mom verbally, he never loved me, the people who were supposed to love me and take care of me either abused me physically or verbally. My high school years were totally a hell, I was a victim of bullying, my few love relationships has been all a total failure. I tried to get up and move on with my life but always I fall in this sadness and loneliness. I can not find anything positive about having Asperger Syndrome? because every area of my life is a total failure. I do not care if I do not finish college, or if I do not get anything else in life I have given up all my dreams, all I want in life is to be a mother and raise a beautiful family. and be a good mother to my children. but every day I see this more and more away and difficult.
dating and finding a partner is so confusing to me. when this nightmare is going to end?