I feel the same way about going in today / I do not want to deal with my "stuff" anymore. I hope you go. I joke with my T and tell her that no matter what, I always "show up".
Could you go and work on something else? Or could you just work on a small piece of it?
I agree with the post about when we do not feel like going, that is when we need to go...
Perhaps we should both go to our sessions today? Reminds me of the book about the little engine who said, "I think I can..."