It sounds like your dreams are triggering ptsd (I cheated and looked at your profile ;P). You may want to ask your dr. about getting on a sleep aid (NOT AMBIEN, it'll only make things worse for your flashbacks) to keep you in a deeper sleep and dream less. In the mean time you can always bring the dreams here and we can prod at them and pick them apart If you're uncomfortable putting them up for everyone to see I'll volunteer to look them over privately.