No but trying to come up with it after the treatment usually sends me back into depression.

I am still paying $15 a month on a bill from last year because some quack thought I had breast cancer. I got another year of that. If I had the head for this stuff do you think I'd be on here?. What is there to make me think going to IOP is not a rash decision?

The point is, I had a pretty good support system. After her death it fell apart. People can't imagine what it is to loose a child and they sure don't want me to show them. Were they good friends? Apparently not, but they were what I had.