Worried about his health, and feel that I'm not helping nearly as much as I could... It should be as good a motivator as any, but my motivation is still kinda iffy. Not feeling as tired as usual, maybe... I am sleeping earlier, and though I'm real tired in the mornings, I manage. I don't know how I feel, to be honest. I'm almost always confused about the answer to that question.

And being irritated by the smallest provocation surprises me. It seems I'm always irritated this days.