It's $15 only because I have another $1200 a month in debt payments. I am bipolar you know. That is before rent, utilities, etc. I actually live, gas, food, ect. on about $200 month.

I do not go out. Any entertainment is what I can find free on the puter. I don't own a TV, microwave, cell phone or any other phone for that matter. I am lucky the garden is producing but I loathe vegetables but what's a boy to do.

Got in the mood for chicken fingers. Found a new recipe and I tried it. One of the oddest flavors and mouth feel I ever experienced. Makes my stomach feel odd. So that is my sadness. I have to eat all 2 pounds of these odd tasting things. First of all if I pitch them I am out the food and money. That would then bring me 3 days closer to having to shower and dress and go out and buy groceries. That thought distresses me. I have no desire for a shower and even less to leave here and swim the school of idiots that are Mal Wart customers.

In case you are wondering, I once had some debt counseling service set a budget. It paid off my debt too slowly and I felt it was not getting paid off at all. So I stopped. Since I adopted this austere plan I have been able to see progress and have been sticking with it.