well about an hour before my support group i just got so tired and succumbed to my usual nap. i woke up and came here for a while and then i got hungry so i was going to get something to eat from mcdonalds or taco bell or something, thought that way i would at least get out.

so instead of thinking "i'm going out to eat" and doing [climb into bed again] i made the effort to get out. and then i thought "hey, instead of going to mcdonalds, why don't i try to catch the end of the meeting?"

so i did. i was glad that i made it there. i only got about the last twenty minutes of the session, didn't really say anything, but just getting there was an accomplishment. I was too tired to go out to eat with them afterward, but i did stop at taco bell on the way home. i am just so achy now, and completely exhausted and a throbbing headache but i'm still glad i went

the only bad thing was my friend that i made there was not there. i am not someone who panics when someone is stuck in traffic for a half hour and people start going "oh i hope they weren't in an accident!" and all kinds of things. i stay calm. but i haven't heard from him in a few days so I am just a little bit worried . i've only known him a very short time and i only see him at these meetings (which i haven't been to in over a month) but i do care about him a lot. so i hope he is ok.

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