geez... I have not read anything on attachment.. Looks like a good place to start reading.. Thanks for the suggestion..

Big Mama..I can relate to not wanting physical contact..Is good you found a good T . A good T is very important..

I wish I could say more. Seems my resistance is on high right now. I feel so sad when I read other's painful childhood. Yet I lack "feelings" on my own childhood. I still find this forum very difficult to visit and to read and relate to.. I do try.. Just seems my mind won't focus here..It drifts off.. And I am left scrambling for words to reply to those precious folks that have re sponded..