***hugs*** to all my friends ...

Thank you.

I suppose I should be a bit more eloquent in my speech now that I can think a bit more clearly.

***Trigger - stuff below is medical in nature, and can be triggering for people. Its about cancer so please don't read this if you're easily upset***


My aunt was Dxed with lung cancer a few months ago and had a lobe removed. Underwent treatment, and had a heartattack because of the stress to her system. Wound up on a ventilator (or was it respirator?) and we were all told that she might not come off it.

She did, and then underwent more treatment.

Its not working, more spots are appearing on her lungs. This is her last chance, this new round of treatment. Should know in a few weeks if it works.

I just don't wanna lose her, and finding out all this stuff through email again is killing me.

Too much stress and headache for Christina lately. Wanna go to bed and just stay there. Bad stuff doesn't happen you don't go out into the big ugly world.

The T appointment of mine isn't until Wednesday... too far away.

Sorry, just wasn't expecting more bad than good this month.