I think cutting is like giving up because we know it is not accepted in society, it is a way to not feel, to release fear and pain without dealing with it. For myself I resorted to cutting when I was no longer willing to deal with the emotional turmoil in my life and soul. Confronting the ghosts of my past and dealing with my present is at times more than I am able to cope with and so I chose to quit and find a release in a way that I know sets me apart from the rest of my world. I do not find myself able to function better or relate better after I cut -- in fact for me at least I find it makes most things worse. Not only do I have the same issues - still unresolved but now I have open wounds and guilt. The only benefit I have seen from it is that my dh is more willing to have me see a therapist cos he feels that anyone who willing cuts herself 'is sick in the head.' Personally I am not overtly thrilled with my scars small though they are.

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