Hi, I can relate to what your talking about. What is going on in your life? Are you seeing a doc or therapist? You are 15 do you have a parent that you can go to. I have problems sleeping also. I m off work right now and up awake alot. Your not alone here. You can post cries for help here, just like you did. Talk about it here.

also I know about the backstabbing, I didnt and still dont have any friends except here.