Hi Sadnlonelytoo,

I can relate to you in alot of ways. I have felt the same way many times. It okay you havent done anything that bad. Your only human. We make mistakes. Anyway, I would call your doctor and tell him how you feel. Im on a few different meds. Also, Im new here and post alot about my feeling. It helps me. Its hard to be completely honest like you did. Glad you are here.