(((beauflow))), you can always post here.

abscondist, I wanted to reply in case you don't get many replies. it's good that you will be sharing this with your T. That's what she's there for. you are advancing so quickly in therapy. I know - what choice do we really have at our age, right? still, not many are able to open their heart as you have. You have our support as you go thru this difficult time.