Sorry Tunia... that you feel as though you've failed. I don't see it that way for you..... it was just a "difficult glitch". (though I know I would see it the same as you do for myself)

Maybe things will work out in the end-- I hope they do.

Personal stress can make life very rough, do you think maybe it's a good time for a change?

I wish there was more that I could do to help you........ I'm here, if that helps any.

Tunia-