i'm back from work now. I just called in. I didn't want to but I did. When the lady answered the phone and asked why I was calling, i said, "uh.. i don't know".... wth is wrong with me. anyways, pdoc will review and call me back with any changes he wants to make. Ugh... my wife is going to be pissed!

No, i don't have a t. my insurance doesn't kick in until october, so maybe then.

It was different before treatment. I was who i was and it wasn't a bad thing. I mean, i thought that was what life was, how life was. and now it's bad the way I am and now I can recognize the things happening and i don't want to live that way. not anymore.

I really don't know what my pdoc is going to do...