I put this in someone else's thread and then decided it might should have its own instead. Warning about physical child/cs stuff.
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I can tell the therapist about what they said they did to my sibling and I, I can remember what they did to him, and I can remember the sort of before and after (sent to cut switch or fetching other implements and preparation stuff etc and then the welts and other stuff) but I cannot remember the actual event itself. I can remember a little more about the cs, but not really any feeling about it.

Is that usual? I have difficulty with the therapist insisting it would have been bad and I need to feel bad again with her in the room -since I don't even remember the first time I am not sure how I am supposed to feel it again.