Hello, Thank You all for your replies.

This brings me help and comfort. I know also I have to recheck my expectations.

But the attitude question, I think, is fundamental here. This is what I've learned here and on other similar Forums in Canada.

So it came to me that I had no real positive attitude, on the contrary, I'd become quite cynic and pessimistic about life in general, and my life in particular.

So thank you again for your comments, they're all very useful to me.

Have a nice weekend and take care.

Sincerely,

Starbuck

Born in 1963 of French mom and Canadian dad. Studied a lot (Majors in History, Theology, M.A. in Sociology). Just been diagnosed Borderline.