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Originally Posted by cocoabeans
Ah, I get anxiety too from not sleeping, even weird deja vu that turns into this whole other universe paranoid thinking but, I cope without medication because I can tell myself it's just because I didn't sleep, time goes by, feelings pass and focus on some task at hand. My mind is all kinds of crazy. I just like it better that way.
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I do not medicate anxiety induced by lack of sleep either (it would not even work), I would just rather not have it, period. Sleep is a must.
I must say, I do not understand why you do not seek sleep aid treatment (not mood stabilization but sleep aid which will in turn stabilize moods - that is the way it works).
I have had another "might as well have erased from life" day. I have slept at best 5 hours, and not in one stretch. I could not exercise in that state. I was cold all day long. I ate incredible quantities, partly trying to get warmer. Not at all my usual eating pattern. I managed to do something a few times that deserved the praise "good catch!" at work, but that is just my attention to detail working non-stop despite everything. I could not do anything creative. I did the mundane tasks, trying to be very careful, and that was it. I did not start on any new projects - nothing requiring creativity. I was just sitting at work looking at the clock and hoping for time to go faster. And I was
sitting - shortening my life span. I was too tired to stand up and work standing, which is what I usually do for more than 60% of the time. I avoided people because I did not want to be seen yawning and with weird-looking eyes - they are weird, I know, I looked in the mirror. I had to be introduced to two Indian guys, and normally not a big deal, this became quite a chore.