i'll keep this brief.
...
there, im done.

no, but seriously.

"living in seattle, feeling so flawed.
a future violinist that would never break the law.

lonely dreamer, somewhat a downer
lonely dreamer, hoping not to fall..

depression,hopelessness,outcasted,worthless
desperate to make a life that won't be those things.
way too shy, but i try..
im hoping i can come here for some options:P"

well...that was a stupid poem i wrote:P
look. the point is..
im lonely in seattle, i really don't know what to do, or how to ask, because im too shy..
but i really want to get a job so i can get my own apartment.
but theres so much stuff i don't know about, like paying taxes or whatever.
and i just don't know what to do.
i just feel so stupid.. you know?
i mean, im an adult.
and i don't know the first thing about...anything!
i feel panicky.