I like being closer to stable, which is the case when I'm on meds. I have no plans of sui., which I came dangerously close to when my last set of meds gave out and I thought I could take care of myself. Every day, I consider ways to reduce my medication, but my t and my pdoc have both asked that I contact them first, and I am such a rule follower, that I will make contact if I come up with a good plan.