Well... He hasn't noticed anything yet. Every day has really been blurring together, but that's probably thanks to my migraines that have been coming in from my wisdom teeth. Uhmmm... IDK why my impulsiveness just kicks into overdrive every few weeks. I kinda stole money... And have been making life generally difficult for everyone but me. But in my defense, I made sure to behave on his birthday! Idk. It's just such a ****ing chore. And I'm so bored. But I suppose another good thing is that I've called the local university that has the graduate students doing therapy services for the public. They said to call once the hurricane passes, when the offices will be open again... I'm still apprehensive. I don't mind my mind being dug into or anything. I just don't want someone unexperienced doing it because it feels demoralizing. So hopefully I won't have a bad experience.
Oh & ASPD stays on your record if they profile you as likely to commit crimes. You can get harsher sentences because "you are fully aware of your actions, with no remorse, & are unlikely to recover". ********... But whatever! Maybe it will act as a deterrent? Hopefully? Maybe? Haha.
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