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Old Aug 23, 2012, 12:06 AM
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Originally Posted by wintereyes View Post
Ah, it's such a relief to find someone who understand what it's like. I feel much less "crazy" now (I hope you know what I mean by that). Did you find that with the medications, your drive to be an overachiever was at all diminished? I want to be successful in life, but not with the stress and anxiousness that comes along with it now. Thanks so much for you reply! It's made me feel a lot better today.

M.
Hi there,

It would be difficult to answer your question right now because I am still working on finding the right medication cocktail. I have not had the hypomania since I started on lamictal and got rid of Wellbutrin.

In a way I feel like I haven't got that level of productivity back, but I am not fully out of depression. I will have a better idea once I can conquer this low grade depression.

I agree with Miguel's Mom that I am very underproductive when depressed and I tend to have much more depression than the energetic phase. The energetic phase always begins well, but ends very badly! The anxiety is the worst part of that phase. I think that I take on way too much when I am hypomanic and when I return to normal or depression, I am so overwhelmed!

Not sure if I answered your question.............