Hi Sky,
Yeah.
The answer to your question seems simple enough to answer but it took me a long time to think about what to write in response to it.
Isn't that weird?
It's like asking the chicken or the egg question to me.
Am I depressed because I'm waiting/feeling stuck
or
do I feel like I'm stuck because I'm depressed.
It's all very philosophical.
Or I could just be in a strange and warped frame of mind right now.
I've been sleeping a lot lately-maybe I'm not fully awake yet.